maormer

It's been a month since I've picked up my pen and drew something, and two months since it's been anything productive. Other than that it's been failures left and right. I couldn't seem to pinpoint the reason behind my lack of motivation, but I think it finally hit me today. I'm unhappy with my artwork because it's become a chore. I no longer enjoy it because it feels like work. I can't do commissions, requests, art trades, or anything because the same thing happens to me in art as it does in any subject; I overthink it. I worry that it's not good enough. I try to be a perfectionist, and in the end I drop the project altogether and fail. Tha

Just reassuring everyone that I'm still here. Life's been moving slowly for me, and it's probably going to remain this way until I get a job. Sorry to those I've inconvenienced because I can't seem to draw anything. The last few times I've tried it just didn't turn out the way I wanted to.

Just want you guys to know that I will be leaving for Florida from the 28th of February to the 8th or March for a winter vacation. I'm not sure if I will have internet access there, but I probably won't have time for the internet anyway. (Which doesn't matter to you guys since I rarely upload art to dA.) I got sick a few days ago, so hopefully that will be all cleared up by the time I'm down there. Once I'm healthy again I am starting a diet, which will also detract from drawing. Not to worry though, I plan to be much more productive in these next coming months with my art and all other things in my life right now. I let myself get slowed do